HISTORY

THE BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE OF

BEING A FEMMIPHILE

Maxine CA-124-0

Already in my kindergarten age, I had begun to develop a great admiration for the physically opposite sex, the adult female. Since my father as a businessman was quite frequently away on trips, I had a very close relationship with my mother. She was not only a very charming and sunshine-giving person, but also a very attractive, very beautiful and always a very tastefully dressed lady. Naturally she had many friends of her kind and quite often, some of them came over to our home for a party of just a "kaffeklatsch." At such occasions I had many chances to sit close to them, admiring their beauty, their nice wardrobes and their fancy jewelry. The gracefulness of these ladies awakened in me a deep, inner glowing desire, to become one of them, once I had grown up. I was fully aware of being a boy, because at that age in Europe we boys and girls used to bathe nude together. I played with technical toys just like my boy friends, which eventually became my life-time career.

This compulsive desire to live on the "other side" was growing deeper and deeper in me and at the age of eight, I was fully aware of Max and Maxine! Once alone at home, I did break the ice and tried on a pair of my mother's lovely panties. Oh, they felt so charming and nice on my skin and made me emotionally feel like a girl. My mind was made up quickly, to wear these cuties from then on all the time and I started to secretly exchange my mothers for my "own," I was very proud and happy and it was so beautiful, even if just for myself, to express part of Maxine. Soon I found out in the school, that I was not the only boy in our class who wore girlish things and we talked quite openly about each others secret. My girl friends were just as understanding for my desire and found it rather cute! Naturally, to be

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